went to trinoma wid cousins.. really had a fun night.. sobrang sensible lang ng mga napagusapan nmen.. nakakatuwa lang isipin na after a long long time ngaun lng kme nagksma2 and naging close.. tama nga naman tapos na kame sa mga younger days.. when nothing much matters.. prang ngaun wer looking for stability.. in life.. work and relationships.. i dnt know.. pro i think torn prn aq wid so many things.. with what i want in life.. and ung happiness na naffeel ko ngaun.. sometimes naffeel ko ang hina ko.. nkatpos nga aq pro ndi ko nman madiskartehan ung buhay ko.. na kng klan natuto nko to handle relationships sa maling tao nman aq napunta.. pro naicp ko din at the back of my mind.. kya ko nman.. in time maffigure out ko din ung mga balak ko sa buhay and the little wonders i have..

ok.. this is crap.. bye..

emo.. hahaha..

never say never...

and so i found nyself feeling sooo happy and inlabbb.. haha.. and it scares me.. coz when things get better.. sometimes what comes next is a disaster.. but what da hell.. whatever happens.. happens. -bhe
hahahaha..

happy mudra's day!

missing my friends.. marsss.. barx.. college friends.. i hope i get a job ASAP!

♥♥♥

went to marikina to watch jeff's game.. ok nman.. shyness! haha.. clap.clap.. first time.. this time its all about compromise.. giving.. my gnon??? naccompare ko lng.. dati nga nman tanggap ln aq ng tanggap.. anyways.. few more days and aalis n c bhe.. syettt pnu na ang mars.. then after a month..c mitch nman.. so who's next? kelan n ulit kme magkkta kita??? so this is getting old all about??? tssss...

there are more things in life i want to know.. i want to explore.. pro pnu??? syetttt...

  

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ktpos ko lng mnuod ng greys.. at naiyak nman aq.. so ayun dumaloy tuloy ang kalungkutan. hahaha..
tapos naicp ko c bhe.. ung sbrang sama ng loob nia ng dhl sa lecheng LOAD! dhl sa load naicp niang mgng UNFAITHFUL.. pwde pla un noh.. 4am na.. pro gcng n gcng pa din aq.. at ang dame ko din naiicp.. kng meron man isang bagay na sbrang nagguluhan aq.. e un ay kung anung balak ko sa buhay ko.. nand2 na ko pro prang ndi ko pa dn narramdaman na pra d2 aq.. or dahil nasanay n nga lng dn aq sa pa easy2 lng.. im scared to go out of that great picture.. cnasbe kong gs2 ko na magtrbho.. pro wla nman akong gngwa.. prang sa ngaun gs2 ko lng kc gs2 ko lang magkapera.. gs2 ko lng magkapera para sa luho ko.. o gs2 ko dhl ayaw ko ng maging pabigat at gs2 ko na makatulong???? dko dn alm.. naicp kong tma nga ung sbe skn nung tito ko dati.. kht nakkuha m n lahat ng gsto m.. lageng ul ask for more.. more of what u have.. ang hirap nga nman ng buhay.. so blah blah blah.. klangan ko nln itulog toh..

yeheyyyy ndi nko groundeadsssss... yeheyyyy for having my maressss... at yeheyyyy for having jeff.♥

went home from tri with mitch.. watched shopaholic.. nice movie! gs2 ko maging gnun.. hahaha.. so mejo hysterical c mitch today dhl bukas n llbas ang board results.. sna pumasa cla lhat.. gnun dn ata aq nun.. sbrang butterflies in my stomach.. hahaha.. anyways.. i wish them LUCK.. grbe nallungkot nko sa gnto.. RN nga wla nman work.. ndi nko nggng efficient.. andme ko gs2 gwin.. grrrr.. pro blah blah blah.. anhirap! tmadsss..